But I Am Ready

But I am ready.  I truly am.  I am ready to let go of being miserable, alone and lonely.  I am ready to embrace the things that are GOOD that come to me without the following sense of dread and guilt.  Life is short isnt it? Let me be open for REAL.  Let me LET …

Anger To Tears

Yesterday's anger did eventually turn to tears.  It always does and it always is sadness and mourning of the loss underlying the anger . It is a loss you know?  Divorce, endings...even if you are the one that made the call.  It is a REAL thing....it is a REAL process....and it can be longer than you …

Lover

Posting old drafts and reading old drafts is very interesting.  Again I see myself from a year ago and nowhere the same as I am today.  Growth Is Intense. SHE would try to love herself the way she loved others. The problem with being a lover is that you love so BIG and you think …

OUCH a Year

I have been writing...honestly I have...just not on here.  I am never quite sure how to bring my writing "here".  I do this often with blogs....I change my course and then drop the blog.  Letting Go, Being Love?  I am still trying to be that but the focus on ease and attracting and focusing on …