I am awake and I am spent. I am spent and I am awake.
I am angry. The Guilt Project was about moving past guilt to be angry and get it out and I thought I did but I am so angry this very minute and I do not even want to touch the Guilt project and rewrite it. I wrote it once…I do not want to visit it again. I am done.
I do not want to revisit the past….I want to get on with this very precious and awesome life in front of me. But more than anything this moment ~ I wish he would go away. I wish I did not have to work amicably with him. Right now I will use a word I never use….I think I might hate him.