She decided that nobody was ever going to change the way she loved.
She would easily walk away from investing further when she needed to.
She would surround herself with the ones that were warm and could exchange and do the dance of lifting each other up.
The hurts along the way would become less relevant and she would easily dust off her knees and walk forward.
She decided that she would never close her heart again for she had learned that there was no pain greater than her own closed heart.