For Sam

For you Sam because we can't share pictures in comments. click, click, click splash, splash, splash For weeks I tried to capture these little turtles on my lunchtime walks with Diana. Sitting on the rocks soaking up the sun, they seemed to know I was coming. In the end I would hold my camera above …

Leaving

I was never able to actually leave the way this is written but I have carried this thinking in moments and I do suppose this attitude serves a purpose in certain context. Leaving is never easy but sometimes its the very best thing you can do. This is for Paul.....it is written about a woman …

Power and Questioning

Questioning first even though its second in the title. It is important because everybody who reads me should know that I question everything I think.  Especially lately as I allow growing. Shall I question power and my theory tonight about power? Perhaps. But only later. For now I will play with believing my own theory. …

Top Of Knox

I have been active in all ways. Pushing and pushing after years of escaping in between hurting. I am somewhere in the middle and feeling enormously wise, loved and radiant. Its coming from inside and that is something you can never lose. Top of Knox is rather straight up. Its 40 minutes climbing and mostly …

Little Bits Of Love

What you bring to yourself you have to give to others.  In a book by Anita Morjanni called "Dying To Be Me" she says until you learn to love yourself you are only play acting at love. She puts it more powerfully than this.... and I believe you can not know this truth untill you …

Metamorphisis = Liquid

Did you know that in metamorphisis  the caterpillar does not just sproing wings out of its back while in the cocoon And in some cases it becomes liquid?  The idea of becoming a liquid or goo and essentially disolving made me feel really powerful about the state I have been in over the past two …