Guilt Project – Day Five

POSTING ANYWAYS - DESPITE LAST NIGHT FEELING LIKE I WON'T COMPLETE THIS REWRITE OF THE GUILT PROJECT. Because?  Because we must forge on....we must always keep pushing through...even the shit and muck....in fact especially the shit and muck.  I truly believe that in the shit and muck are a lot of the answers. Fertile Soil …

Choosing Me

I have amazing beautiful friends but one in particular is often in awe of my big heart and simultaneously terrified of what I will do next. Today she said "I am feeling motherly and so what about the thing I said? You've apparently not given any thought to my earlier suggestion that you seriously invest …

Anger To Tears

Yesterday's anger did eventually turn to tears.  It always does and it always is sadness and mourning of the loss underlying the anger . It is a loss you know?  Divorce, endings...even if you are the one that made the call.  It is a REAL thing....it is a REAL process....and it can be longer than you …